life and love

Things in life are never what you expect them to be. They never turn out the way you want them too. I mean I know cause well I had cancer, but also because different things happen at different moments in my life, that make me go HMMMMMM.

I didn't think I would fall in love the way I did. I didn't think I would be writing as much as I have been or think about the future as much as I have been the past couple of days. My life has changed alot in the past six months and I am perfectly fine with it. Change is good sometimes right? Things just happen a certain way for a reason.

At the moment I am in love with someone and because of certain circumstances we can't really be together no matter how bad we want to be. I am willing to wait and be patient for him because of the future i see with him. Love does that to you. Makes you do things for someone you normally wouldn't do. Makes you expect more of yourself and less of them so to speak. Though we aren't "together" i still let him know how I feel everyday. I do miss a great deal, but I know one day God will bring us back together.