Pains

I know throughout all this I will have various different pains, physical and emotional, but it's those pains I will remember and that will help make me stronger throughout this. As well as help bring me closer to those in my support system. I know I cannot go through this journey without pain at all I know I will have pain no matter what it is or how intense. But it's my support system and faith in God that will help me through this and overcome those pains. This isn't going to be an easy road to travel, but it's doable, I will be able to travel this path, but I will not be doing it alone. I can't let anything bring me down from my mountain. Pastor Marvin keeps telling me to stay on the mountain and avoid the valley, and thats what I'm going to try and do and with my support system I will be able to do it.

The physical pains will past and some may come again. But the emotional ones are the ones that linger and will destroy me if I let them. I try to talk everything out even if it is only to my cat and God. Even if my friends are unable to listen because of their own busy lives, I know God is there to listen, as is y cat I mean where is she gonna go LOL.

I will survive this and become stronger through my pains.