Where's This Going?

So I graduated let's see....about 6 months ago and I still have no job. It's not like I'm not out there looking for them...I am, it's just that no one calls me back or I'm not qualified enough to work for them. It seems everything I try to do I'm just not qualified for and I have to ask myself, how am I supposed to get more experience and be qualified if no one will give me a chance?

So here's what it looks like I'm doing, going back to college....Cal U to be exact. And I'm following advice of many people around me and try teaching and see how that pans out. Granted I will be stepping out of my comfort zone, but maybe that's something I need to do. I can't live my life in my comfort zone right?

The time not working has given me a chance to write more. I'm not exactly happy with anything that I have written, but hey it's something...better than not writing and working on stuff.

I've given up on the idea of love all I do is get hurt soooo I'm just not gonna try anymore. I've told a couple people that I'll just become a Pentecostal Nun, but that may not oh so easy. So for the time being I'm focusing on God and see where He leads me. Maybe He'll lead me to the one He's set out for me...I know in His time not mine. I'm learning that a lot lately.

Song of the moment: Let The Fire Fall

"Lord send down the rain
Pour out Your spirit
Let the fire fall
Heal us one and all
Fall fresh on me"