Relationships

Well I talked to Jacob some last night and asked him why he needed me in his life. What I truely mean to him, and he couldn't answer the questions. I told him he either gave me what I needed or he lost me forever and he couldn't tell me what I needed. He was supposed to call me after he let his phone charge a bit, but then evidently fell asleep which showed me I'm obviously not all to important as he claims.

Am I stupid for giving him that choice? Losing me or telling me what I mean? Is it so hard for a person to tell the one they love that, or even why they love them? Should a guy put his fiance above his mom or should the fiance be number one in his life?

I have a feeling this relationship is completely over, and the one who claims I mean the world, doesn't seem bothered by it. So I guess I need to say goodbye to a 3 1/2 year relationship which is the hardest thing I ever had to do. I'm still in tears as I type this....

Song of the moment: Cry Wolf; Meldoy Gardot.
"Lie to me, lie to me,
make me promises you can't keep
Lie to me, lie to me
Why do you always lie to me?