Student Loans

SO I'm trying to forbear my students loans because I am currently unemployed and recently graduated. First of they want $150 to process the application. Now they already know I cannot make the payments so they expect me to pay $150 to postpone payments. And then when payments do start back up in a year, i would have to pay $942 a month that's way over the amount I should be paying now. SO either way I'm screwd.

So instead I applied for a deferance and hopefully that gets accepted and I can hold of on my payments til I do find a job and be able to catch up on all my bills and stuff. Sometimes I wish I never went to college....ah the joys of being in the real world.