Wonders of God
Sometimes I find it simply amazing the wonders of God. You never know when He will bring something your way that amazes you or simply makes your life so much better. He uses the smallest of things and tends to surprise us even though we already know how wonderful God is to us: even if we aren't wonderful in return.
The past year has been the worst. Dealing with cancer was like dealing with the roughest point of life. It was my biggest struggle thus far. I dealt with depression, bitterness, anger, loss of my hair, loss of friends, and so much more in such a sort time. It took months to come to terms with the term Cancer because everything happened so extremely fast.
Towards the end of last year I told God I needed something good, something wonderful in this next year. Little did I know what he had planned for me, and what I would find on myspace of all things.
I am used to getting random messages from men in my area generally "Hey sexy wanna hook up" or something a long those lines. Nothing that focuses on the fact that I have more to offer...all except one. One message stood out because he focused on things like what I said, and my music and the background. So we began talking...and talking.
Then we set up a time to actually meet in person. Then heavens we couldn't wait that long and goodness I am beyond happy that we didn't wait. Todd is the most wonderful man i have met. So kind, gentle, compassionate. He makes me laugh and smile like no one else ever has. He brings happiness like never before. Each time we're apart i can never wait to see him again and get butterflies in my stomach every time we talk or as it get closer to getting to see him.
When people talk about love at first sight, I honestly can say I know what they are talking about. His eyes, hmm, tell so much and I just get lost in them. I could be in his arms forever and never want to move. We share so much in common and yet have our differences that balance each other out. It's wonderful. I simply love him and just grows stronger each day.
It's only been a week since we met face to face, three weeks since we began talking and it's as if I had known him all my life. I know in my heart he will never hurt me on purpose, take advantage of what we have, or anything. I know he's genuine and sincere when he says he loves me. . .and I have never felt more wanted to more desired in my life.
I now know what it means to truly be in love, and to truly have found your truest of true loves.
The past year has been the worst. Dealing with cancer was like dealing with the roughest point of life. It was my biggest struggle thus far. I dealt with depression, bitterness, anger, loss of my hair, loss of friends, and so much more in such a sort time. It took months to come to terms with the term Cancer because everything happened so extremely fast.
Towards the end of last year I told God I needed something good, something wonderful in this next year. Little did I know what he had planned for me, and what I would find on myspace of all things.
I am used to getting random messages from men in my area generally "Hey sexy wanna hook up" or something a long those lines. Nothing that focuses on the fact that I have more to offer...all except one. One message stood out because he focused on things like what I said, and my music and the background. So we began talking...and talking.
Then we set up a time to actually meet in person. Then heavens we couldn't wait that long and goodness I am beyond happy that we didn't wait. Todd is the most wonderful man i have met. So kind, gentle, compassionate. He makes me laugh and smile like no one else ever has. He brings happiness like never before. Each time we're apart i can never wait to see him again and get butterflies in my stomach every time we talk or as it get closer to getting to see him.
When people talk about love at first sight, I honestly can say I know what they are talking about. His eyes, hmm, tell so much and I just get lost in them. I could be in his arms forever and never want to move. We share so much in common and yet have our differences that balance each other out. It's wonderful. I simply love him and just grows stronger each day.
It's only been a week since we met face to face, three weeks since we began talking and it's as if I had known him all my life. I know in my heart he will never hurt me on purpose, take advantage of what we have, or anything. I know he's genuine and sincere when he says he loves me. . .and I have never felt more wanted to more desired in my life.
I now know what it means to truly be in love, and to truly have found your truest of true loves.
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