Soul Speaker

Just searching for my place in the world...

Wednesday, December 19, 2007

Blogsvertise

I have stumbled across a website from one of my other blogs. Blogsvertise is a website that allows you to get paid for your blogs. It's not a blog hosting site like blogger or blogdemons, but you submit your blog, they review and accept it based on Blogvertise's discretion. Then you will receive emails about an "assignment" for you to write.

An "assignment" would be an advertiser that would want you to write a blog about their site, product, service etc. There are some requirements such as a minimum of 75 words or two the three paragraphs. There should also be about 3 links within the blog. You have to finish the "assignment" within five days of it being emailed to you. The amount you would be paid is based on the quality and quanity of entries you do. According to the Blogsvertise FAQ section
new accounts would get about $4 - $25 per entry. You are paid via paypal. You don't need to endorse the product you are review, you are free to discuss it they way you would like.

BLogsvertise
is one of the few legitimate pay you to blog websites. I suggest checking them out.
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Faith

Sometimes life thows different things at you and sometimes you never know how to deal with them. Some people deal with them with optimism while others try to hide, from the situation and the people around them. Many people think life will always be sunshine and roses, while others view life in total darkness. It's hard to know when you will be struck with a tragedy or happiness. You need to be prepared for it and expect it when you least expect it.

Life throws things at you not for the heck of it, but to see how you deal with things. Do you give up and say "it's too hard" or do you fight and struggle until you come out at the end of the tunnel? Do you do what it takes to make things better or do you just complain. Do you face the problem head on or do you doubt things.

One of the key things to overcoming a hardship is Faith. faith in God, faith in the situation, and more importantly faith in yourself. Faith gets you far in life. Sometimes faith is all you have to get through a situation. Faith got me through cancer.

Have faith, don't doubt. Once you doubt you fail..
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Monday, December 17, 2007

Love

I have written about possible love and falling fast for someone specific. I admit I have fallen completely head over heels in love with this man. He just seems so perfect for me in every possible way. I never thought I would find a love like that through the internet. He has everything I asked for in a man and then some. He's so sweet and compassionate and has a good head on his shoulders.

At this point we are together, but we're not. He doesn't want to pursue a relationship just yet because he wants to get his life in balance before he fully brings me into it. He wants to give me his all instead of a part of him or anything, but everything he has to offer and that makes me love him all the more. I never had someone think of me in that manner.

I cant believe I love someone the way I do this one. He has so much to offer and wants everything I have to offer. He knows of my past and my flaws and still loves me, and the same goes for me. I know of his flaws and past and I still love him with all of my being. I am constantly daydreaming about our future together and it's a wonderful future that I see.

I guess that just goes to show you never know what you are going to find when you don't look for it.
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Dante's Club

I just finished this novel which was a wonderful book to read. I am not one for books that are more modern, I like the classic novels. To me they have more to offer and express more within them. But this book caught my attention and I decided to read it and see.

Matthew Pearl's Dante Club is very well written and keeps you at the edge of your seat. It focuses on a series of murders that are taken straight from the pages of Dante's Inferno. The characters and suspects are the men who worked on translating the novel, including Henry Longfellow. Pearl takes you around many twists and turns leaving you wanting more and not expecting what is going to happen next.

He was wonderful, yet sometimes gruesome descriptions that fit the crimes that are being done. I suggest this novel to anyone who is looking for a good read, and a very well done murder mystery. You won't find a novel like this anywhere else.
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Saturday, December 15, 2007

Worry

I am the type of person who will worry about someone I care about a great deal. Sometimes I am able to overcome the worry and just figure out how to lessen the worry. I worry about their well being, their happiness, and so much more.

With Mr. Wonderful...I can't seem to overcome my worry. I have troubles sleeping because I worry about him so much. I love being "around" him. Meaning I love everytime we talk or I see a message from him. Everytime I get a myspace message I get hopeful that it's him telling me he's ok and that he loves and misses me as much as I love and miss him.

Love does crazy things to people. Its even harder when you fall during a troubling time in someone's life. I don't know when he and I will get back to talking the way we used to, but I really hope it's sometime soon. Lossing sleep and daydreaming about him is doing me no good haha. I love him so much and worry til my heart can't take it.

I pray for him everyday and pray God will bring him the things he needs to get back to where he desires to be.
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Friday, December 14, 2007

Cherry Rock

Ok if you haven't heard there is this awesome radio station, site called Cherry Rock.net or Forsaken Cherry. If you haven't checked it you you really need to. It's one of the best places to go for rock music and awesome djs and chat room conversations. Each night has a different host and different theme each night. TUne in and see what you think. Sangjester, Simion, revg00d, jennay and Heatherwood are the four primary dj's for the site. If you are a gold member you can view the webcams of other gold members and have your own conversations sometimes. ANd Saturday nights are gold only nights where nothing is prohibited. It's a great plave to meet people and have good fun conversations...and other things....


You will NEVER be the same!









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life and love

Things in life are never what you expect them to be. They never turn out the way you want them too. I mean I know cause well I had cancer, but also because different things happen at different moments in my life, that make me go HMMMMMM.

I didn't think I would fall in love the way I did. I didn't think I would be writing as much as I have been or think about the future as much as I have been the past couple of days. My life has changed alot in the past six months and I am perfectly fine with it. Change is good sometimes right? Things just happen a certain way for a reason.

At the moment I am in love with someone and because of certain circumstances we can't really be together no matter how bad we want to be. I am willing to wait and be patient for him because of the future i see with him. Love does that to you. Makes you do things for someone you normally wouldn't do. Makes you expect more of yourself and less of them so to speak. Though we aren't "together" i still let him know how I feel everyday. I do miss a great deal, but I know one day God will bring us back together.
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