*TEAR*

SO i have spent the past two days cring, why...I have no clue. This semester has taken so much out of me in so many different ways. I just feel so drained, emotional, mentally, and physically. I have felt "weak" in a sense all semester, and I have prayed to God to give me strength and it feels as if I've been getting no answers, and I don't really have anyone to talk to because everyone in my life is too busy to just sit an talk for long amounts of time. My days are spent in the apartment either watching tv or doing research for a paper/thesis I'm writing (no i don't need a thesis, just writing one). I haven't gotten to see Amanda that much, I've seen her all of twice this semester. The only people I interact with are MIssy, Lindsey and Donya, and we're lucky if we are all in the apartment at the same time. It's hard to fight lonliness when you're always alone and have no one to talk to.

I did get offered an internship for next semester, so I'm excited about that...that starts next semester tuesdays and thursdays. I will be working with the public relations department on campus, so it's not what I truely want but I'll be writing and it's easy to get to :). It'll be nice to not live off of my refund check. I can actually save something. I have a couple finals left and then this semester will be over with. Can't wait....

Song of the moment: "Honestly" by Cartel..